much of what i say here will eventually be a self confession, but i take the opportunity to thank you sona for putting me to writing again... frankly speaking i don't expect anyone else dropping by over here...
now as i evolve from this self confessed exile, i can assure you (actually i am assuring myself) that i will write more...i know i should.
many thoughts have come to my mind since i wrote last... have tried to pen some of them... those posts will follow this one in a while...
while i was thinking what to write as my comeback post, i noticed the biggest change that has happened... this rugged fellow has turned silent...
let me tell you a story...
there lived a guy in a small town with his family and friends... completely content... and mind you, loud...
he was not the best but was better than most in that small town...
suddenly he realized he has no existence of his own... he doesn't have a name...the surname was enough he had thought all this while...
but innocence dies fast... he realized as he was growing up...
he decided to leave all the comfort and a world of his own, the one he dominated, to find his existence...
the journey began...
he travelled thousand miles, alone, in his search... he got nothing...
actually he got something... made some friends who would last the lifetime... liked a girl only to
be dumped and was told he was too loud...
he left the city, with a promise to return, to travel another thousand miles...
only this time, he was more arrogant...louder...
the only thing he got this time was solitude...
from the amalgamation of solitude and arrogance, evolved silence...
he learnt to be silent
but something else changed as well...he saw some light at the end of the tunnel...
he started finding his feet in this good-bad-ugly world...
he travelled a thousand miles again...and then again...
many things have changed since this journey first started...
he has found his existence...and working hard to make it count...
he got love...he got his soulmate...he got most of the things he wanted from life...
but that arrogance is gone...the loudness seldom comes...
silence is the language he speaks these days...
silent he is most of the time these days...
and frankly speaking...he is loving it....
and this silence will be the key word i guess in the subsequent blogs...
cheers...
PS: as a kid i used to read raj comics a lot, the nagraj, super commando dhruv, doga stuff... i remember a character called bankelal... this fellow was a courtier of a king, who always wanted to kill the king and succeed him to the throne... to make his desire come true, he did all he could... but due to a curse, whenever he tried to harm anyone or did something to hurt anyone, things used to change in such a way that they would actually favour that person...
with malice is a complete antithesis of bankelal, never does what is expected of him... and often ends up doing the exact opposite whenever he tries to be a better man...
lets hope things will change this new year...
BTW A VERY HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR TOO THE BLOGOSPHERE
